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Prompt: DAY 1449-- December 5, 2017
Prompt: “To write things as they happened means to enslave oneself to
memory, which is only a minor element in the creative process.”
Aharon Appelfeld answering a question by Philip Roth
Do you agree with this statement and, as far as creativity goes, is
writing fiction more creative than writing only stark personal
experiences?
I began, in the early days of my pregnancy, to do something I had never
done previously, I began writing for someone other than myself. I wanted
to be certain my daughter would be left with a testimony on how it had
felt to be her mother. From the ramblings of an anxious expectant mom
to the joy of marking her milestones, I wrote with as much candor and
emotion. There are many entries in this blog that I have earmarked for
to be included in a book for her one day, a book only for her. I have
continued to do that over these last few years and I am happy to have
"enslaved myself" to the memories. There is a special joy in the gift of
being able to read over something I've written about her as a toddler,
or as a budding little girl that takes me back to the specific and
lovely moments of raising her. While this type of writing may not be as
creative as penning a story I felt like it some of the most important
writing I have done. If I want to reach back to her at any age, I can
find something in my words that evokes those feelings, those insights
and they are not lost to the passage of time or the frailness of memory.
For her, she can one day read my words and know that I was there -
fully engaged and that I "saw her", every beautiful detail in her
journey - even , the screaming fits and fights, the tears and the
triumphs. These days I feel so acutely that time is fleeting. My
daughter is a few short months from turning 8 and she is exploding with
personality and ideas. I am running to keep up. She is strong and
fierce, surprising us with her affinity for physical obstacles and
fitness. I swear she grew three inches this summer and her slim, leggy
frame hints at a adolescence that may well mirror more her father's
lanky teenage years than mine. She loves reading, playing school with
her dolls and lavishing affection on our aging Min Pin. Ultimately
though, I see evidence that she is lonely. I am frequently plagued by
the guilt of not have given her a sibling at the same time I know it
will enable us to put all our resources into her. I have made a
commitment to encourage and provide play dates as often as I can and I
delight in watching her make the most of those opportunities. I know
she is a good friend. She has made some wonderful friends and she
adores them, dotes on them. Most of all at this age, my daughter has a
kind heart as evidenced by her friendships and her perceptions of the
world around her. She is a world of change, an amazing kaleidoscope of
shifting likes and dislikes, interests and passions. Her eyes still
speak volumes and her mona lisa smiles are still my most favorite
expression to grace her beautiful face. I hope that one day, she will
read about herself at age almost 8 and know how exceptionally proud we
were of her and how clearly we could see her special spark.
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DAY 1846 December 5th, 2017
On this day in 1848 US President Polk triggers Gold Rush of 1849 by confirming gold discovery in California.
What type of physical commodity (not something found on the internet) do
you think would trigger that kind of reaction in today's world? Would
you be tempted to join the masses and go for it or would you be a
bystander?
If any commodity today were to trigger the same effect as the Gold Rush
did, it would have to be especially rare and elusive. With the
technology and resources today it would ignite a race of very different
proportions. It would have to be something like physical proof of an
alien civilization - moon rocks and alien technology that could be mined
from the core of our own planet. Or, perhaps evidence of a celestial
presence living among us, the hunt for the physical traces of angels and
demons? Much I wouldn't have expected to run off to the wilds of
California with my gold pan and waders, I doubt I would join the masses
in such any such quest for the new "gold". I would be more apt to be a
bystander, observing and recording. It is not that I am opposed to the
thrill of the adventure, it is more that I hate that crowd mentality.
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